ast3dadat el gwaz

dlo2ty feh atneen mn welad tahyees d5len fo m7ata 5tera mn 7ythom ala we hia el gwaz, so ana bas2l ya tara feh ast3dadat 5asa lil gwaz ast3dadat nafsya, fikrya, 3adlia aw madya ?
ana ba7wel agm3 m3akom el ast3dadat deh 3ashan tnf3 el agial el kadema zay el wad ali mhyeees ali lsa m3sh 3rfen hytgwez amta.

1-est3dadt nafsya.
ya tra hyb2a she2 tbe3y ank tla2y wa7da a3da m3ak tool el youm, btshrkak fi kol 7aga bt3mlha, bith1ly lazm el 3res yro7 li dr nafsy 3ashan yw3eeh mn ali hi7slo we y2olo azay yt3mel m3ah, we kman lazm ybtel ytfrg 3al TV kter we 5sosan kanat melody 3ahsan mitsdmshy belfr3 el kber ali momkn ysbablo 3o2da nafsia, mesh b2ol an el bnant el masryat w7sheen lasma7 ALLAH laken asl el tv bi3;esh el 3een we mesh bigeb el 72i2a, ya3ny maslan aked Nanvy 3gram deh mesh 7lwa wala 7aga, wala hia zay el amar wala wala, we kman aked haifa wahby deh mfhash mkomat el 2nosa, wala wala, laken mratak aked hia agml w7da we feha kol ma tatmana wegodoh fi el 2onsa :)
we kman mtrkzy fi elbs ali byshofo fi el TV 3ashan da aked mesh hynsb el fatah el masria el mo7agaba, ht2oli milbsoh gwa el beet ! 2olk la2 ya nase7 el 7ers wageb we el 7eta leh wedan lazm mratk tb2a motshma gwa we bara el beet 3ashan yb2a feh msdakia :) ya3ny law maskt adeha we anta naym yb2a angaz 7elw awy. so mn el a5er mlshy d3wa bel TV, law mosamem b2a yb2a atfrg 3ala kant el osra we tefl :).

2-est3dadat fekria.
lazem b2a ya 3ares tb2a 3aref an fi fr2 kber ben tfker el ragel we tafker el set, ya3ny kol 7aga kont btftker anha 7aga hyfa, htl2ha 3and el madam aham 7aga we el 3aks sa7e7 el hayf 3andha hyb2a mohm 3ndak we da ymkn ysbeb mashakl kter awy, so lazm tb2a hayf m3aha 3ashan mi7slkshy ay mashakel, we hia kman lazm tb2a hayfa we ya 7abaza law tb2a hayfa wahby :)
kman lazm t3rf an ahtmamha hyb2a 3'er ahtmamk, ya3ny anta maslan htkon 3'lbn bt7b tetfrg 3al football matches, aked hia htat3red we t2olk la2 mfesh kora, we kol mtegy tetfrg 3ala 7aga fi el tv t2olk la2 dah feh banat blash da w blash da we da we da, so 3'lbn ht2om tnam badry.
we aw3a aw3a t2ol r2ik fi bnt 7elwa aodamha, law 3aiz t7fez 3ala nfsak aw3a t3ml keda la y7slk zay 3abd el samee3, da wa7ed sa7by mt3rfosh ALLAH yr7mo b2a , kan a5er 7aga a2lha r2io fi Pamela Anderson, so ay bnt maham kant gamalha lazm t2ol 3leha w7sha , aw t2ol da gamal sana3 we silicon we bta3, lakn anty ya ro7y kol 7aga feky tab3ia :)


3-ast3dadt 3adlia.
tb3an tb3an 3rfen an kol welad el geel el 7ali ms5oteen, ya3ny mfesh 3adlat wala klabzat wala ay 7aga, we antom kolkom 3rfen ad a el banat bt7b el ragel mftoul el 3adlat, t2olk bos a7mad ramzy bos roshdy abaza wala sal7 zo el fokar we howa bil3eb 3adalto 3ala a3nyt ya mostafa ya mostafa, so balash a7rag we ro7 gem wala ay 7aga tnfo5k 3ashan mib2ash shklk w7sh.
feh 7aga kman aw3a t5od monshtat mn ay no3, 5leek tabe3y la2n so7aby bi7koli mahzel 3al 7agat deh.
a5er 7aga b2a lazm tdwer 3al wagbat ali feha vitamins kteer, we mesh hntwel fi el ast3dadt el 3dlia, kfaia kda.


4-ast3dadt madya
gena b2a li aham 7aga, el flos, el flos deh aham 7aga fi mwdo3 el gwaz, we m3kshy ay 7aga tanya t2der tetgwez, laken law m3ak kol 7aga 2la el flos mesh ht2der tetgwez, sebk mn ay 7ad y2ol 3'er kda, kol ali hi2oli sh3arat bas lakn mesh kabela lel tabe2, ya3ny law 2ltlk n3esh fy 7ta we el 3esha bt3tna htb2a asr, kol da kalam far3, anta 3aizlk 7awly 200,000 LE 3ashan tetgwez, tb3n mfesh shab byb2a m3ah el mbl3' da, so 3'lbn btetgwez we anta madion li 20 years odam, da 3'er b2a masref el set el hanem we kol youm t3mlk akl bflos ad kda we el akl ytrmy l2n tb3an bib2a ast7ala 7ad ykol, da 3'er law rbna raz2k be baby fi el awel , hyb2a 3aiz welada be ad kda, da 3'er el bumbers da moseba lw7do, we kman b2a el monsbat ali lazm tetrgem li hadaya, 3ndak 365 days htl2y fehom 7awly 200 monsba zay awl mara shofna ba3d, awl mara shofna b3d we klmna ba3d, awl mara aklna ma3 ba3d, awl mara aklna ma3 ba3d we kant cookdoor, awl mara aklna ma3 ba3d we at25rt 3leeha, awel mara 2oltlha klmt b7bek, awl mara d5lto cinema ma3 ba3d, lama ro7t at2dmt, lama babah wafe2, arto el ft7a, gbto el shbka, el 5toba, katb el ktab, gbto el sh2a, el gwaz, .......................... mesh momkn 7agat kter awy, da 3'er b2a el monsbat el 3ama 3ed el milad, el valentine ( feh 2 valentines).

ana mesh 3ref fe a tany momkn el wa7ed yst3dlo, bas ana mesh 3aiz a32dha, el mwdo3 kber awy ya ged3an bas aked hn2der nt3amel, bas ana mesh 3ref el sara7a a hya ast3dadt el bant, a3tked as3ab 7aga hya anha btnzl tlef 3ashan tshtry :) ya 3eny byt3bo el sara7a.

ya ret law 7ad atgwez we 3ando 7gat tanya el wa7ed yst3ed beha y2olhlna we 7asna 2lila tmn3 blawy ktera, we el salam 3likom we r7mat ALLAH we barakto.